How You Remind Me

Never made it as a wise man
I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealing
Tired of living like a blind man
I'm sick of sight without a sense of feeling

And this is how you remind me
This is how you remind me of what I really am
This is how you remind me of what I really am
It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breaking

And I've been wrong
I've been down
Been to the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head scream, "Are you having fun yet?"

Yeah, yeah, yeah
No, no
Yeah, yeah, yeah
No, no

It's not like you didn't know that
I said I love you and I swear I still do
And it must have been so bad
Cause living with me must have damn near killed you

And this is how you remind me
This is how you remind me of what I really am
This is how you remind me of what I really am
It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breaking

And I've been wrong
I've been down
Been to the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head scream, "Are you having fun yet?"

Yeah, yeah, yeah
No, no
Yeah, yeah, yeah
No, no

Yeah, yeah, yeah
No, no
Yeah, yeah, yeah
No, no

Never made it as a wise man
I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealing
And this is how you remind me
This is how you remind me
This is how you remind me of what I really am
This is how you remind me of what I really am

It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breaking

And I've been wrong
I've been down
Been to the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head scream, "Are you having fun yet?"

Yeah, yeah
Are we having fun yet
Yeah, yeah
Are we having fun yet
Yeah, yeah
Are we having fun yet
Yeah, yeah
Are we having fun yet
No, no

Too Much For a Title

Two days ago, I left Amarya. It hurt, but what else was I to do there? ... Now I'm on planet Harai with Dark and the rest of Flamex at the guild. Someone can really get attached to a city after two years...

Well, I forgot absolutely EVERYTHING about the guild... so... I spend 23 hours hanging out at the fountain completely and utterly lost before Dark came and told me where I was supposed to go. I am so blond -.-".

You know how in one of my last posts I wrote that I had wished that I could at least hold Dalton one more time? Well, I can. HE'S BACK!!! And I'm not the only light angel in Flamex now!! WOO! I got a little excited there.

I'll try to post again soon.

Reach the unreachable,
Tyshiro Tide

Hold what you have now closest to you, and if you love it enough, don't ever let go.

Appreciate what you have before it's gone, because just a single figure could wipe all all of the things that you love in only an hour without a moment of grace or a glance of sympathy. Appreciate what you have before it's gone suddenly has so much more meaning to me now...

Just yesterday someone came and destroyed over half of the Amaryan kingdom... and all of it's mortal residents. Seven billion are dead, only the castle and some of the south and west side remain now... but I have no one to rule over now. I plan on departing later today...

The four things I hold closest were almost taken away from me. The fourth thing-my kingdom, was taken from me. Rather violently. My wings were almost ripped off of my back entirely... and if I lose my wings, I go down with them. From blood loss-and what's an angel without her wings? Two, my life. And one, Dark's life.

Appreciate everything that you have before it's gone, because sooner or later, it will be. And there will be nothing you can do to stop it...

There's a light and a darkness for everyone in this world.

Everyone deserves another chance, right? I think that they do. Even the worst of people should get a second chance. The one's with the least amount of home might be the ones to save you in the end. The ones that seem like the ones who would be the ones to watch you die laughing might pull through sometime... And the ones you trust most might let you down...

There's hope in every heart. Some say that when you die you're stuck one place forever... whether it be Heaven or Hell. I don't believe that at all. I think that someone gets another chance after a while in Hell... Because friends never say goodbye forever.

... Maybe the worst of people just need a little hope in their lives...

The Tyde's Heir and Legacy,
Tyshiro Tyde

... I'm Sorry...

You must hate me now. I'm sorry. Please. It's my fault that Dalton's gone. I'm so stupid. How could I put something SO important off to the side like that, and then when it's too late remember? How can I be so IDIOTIC?

What's wrong with me? I could've saved him. It's my fault he's dead and I had his life in my pocket!

There's nothing I can do, but I'm sad enough to die of depression...

I'm sorry Dalton... Rest In Peace...

Genesis 29:20 Jacob worked seven years to pay for Rachel. But his love for her was so strong it seemed to him but a few days.

Change that into an eternity-would he still work willingly? Would he sacrifice his own being for her? Certainly not. For God had ordered him to leave. It would be a foolish act to stay for the remnants of his lifetime.

There are things in life that I question. What if things had changed? What if I hadn't committed the actions that I had when the time was passing?

Why do things have to happen? Why can't the world just be perfect? Why did Cameron have to be taken by that white cadillac?

... What if I had run from my adoption home another day? Would I be dead...? Would I have never run into Dark? If Dark weren't there, would I be dead? Beaten? Ripped apart and thrown into a stall for "freaks"? Put into a cage and showed off for money in a circus? Where I'm treated like the devil's spawn?

I'll never know the answers to any of these, and sometimes it pains me to think of it.

The Tyde's Heir and Legacy,
Tyshiro Tyde

Time of Your Life

Another turning point point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right
I hope you have the time of your life

So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on a trail
For what it's worth it was worth all the while

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right
I hope you have the time of your life

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right
I hope you have the time of your life

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right
I hope you have the time of your life

Time of Your Life -Green Day